24 October 2009

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When the semester comes to an end
I feel lucky and grateful

I started to cook this semester : )
I never cook..except for instant noodle and forced to cook during camping time..
Honestly, I hate to cook.
When I knew that I was grouped into an only-2-person-but-do-3-person-job group
Oh my goodness..such a ‘lucky’ me huh~
That means we have to finish the same tasks at the same time as the normal 3-person group
I was empty as I don’t know anything about cooking
I was so nervous about couldn’t receive the burden
I was so worried about not being able to meet expectations especially when it comes to COOKING.
I suck badly at it :(

Weeks by weeks..I just want to skip every Wednesday!
Not because of the cooking class only…I was brave betul to take elective course in this super packed semester :)
I like French…just not wake up in the early morning of Wednesday...that just drives me nuts!! Super tension and so-called ‘gan jiong’
Honestly…I do not put much effort in French II..not even 20%..compared to the 90% during French I ;
I hope there are only 6 days in a week and we could eliminate Wednesday : )
And what’d u know..that’s impossible and the only I can do is to adapt myself to it

What I wanna say is..I was very lucky to have a great group member..
We went through hell on the job in the beginning..
I still remember the time we cooked basic stock, sauce and one dish meal
We were so busy and tired and we couldn’t finish the tasks on time..
I cried when the lecturer started to evaluate the products
I just couldn’t stop my tears...My willpower hit the rock bottom..I was desperately exhausted
And so to her…we hug and our tears drop, we talk and we support each other.
From the days on..we getting better and adapted to the Drang
I remind myself to be less tense, just treat it as a game and enjoy playing with it..
Perhaps when talk about gaming…I would have more interests in it
And what’d u know..it works!!!wooohoooo…
MIRACLEssss~~ : )
Undeniable, I’ve learned so much about this bloody hell subject…yet still don’t like it

Sometimes we just expect too high, think too much
When I look back…the previous me was like waking up a sleeping wolf…troubling myself
What if just put that all aside and take it easy…
Why not turned the hardship into gains and credits?
Listen to my heart…Just listen…mix it with some sense and compassion
Things will change ; ) I’m trying…

My recipe to be happy
“music + rock + laughter + work n leisure”

(my what-ever sketch during MKN lecture, a-ha! Not paying attention at all~)

2 comments:

Li Chen said...

long time din see u write in english ard, feel so easy to read this time compare to the mandarins! hahaha..sometimes things are just blessings in disguise and it's all part of our 成长. u did it~ jiayou :)

Zhang HuiLyn said...

hoho....thx ya~~...lichen..!!

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