14 July 2008

哑巴




当你看见这一片天空
你会想起什么呢?
当你看见那一朵零散的云
你会联想到什么呢?

我有很多话想说
却不知该不该说出口
我有好多苦想诉
却不想让你看见我的软弱
我想一个人直来直往
却无法不适应群体的生活
我想像镜头里那朵云般
独个拥有一整片天空
却无法改变必须被瓜分的定律
我想一个人静静地生活
声音却不停地往耳里塞

是我太坚强还是太逞强?
是我太聪明还是不上心?
是坚持还是倔强?
是果断还是横冲?
是太清醒还是太虚伪?

我被现实牵着鼻子走了
我被利益埋没了我自己

我有很多话想说
最后全都吞了下来
我的喉咙哑了
我是会说话的哑巴

8 comments:

邦义 said...

i can feel ur uneasy o uncomfort... sometimes i really want to escape from all this..for me, i thought im an independent guy, but sometimes independent=loneliness..keep mum perhaps is the best solution.. i hope all this will over soon..may u b well n happy:-)

Anonymous said...

时间是良药。过了一段时间你就会开始适应新生活了。或者你可以把要讲的话都写在这里啊。我又开始忙了。比之前会更忙了。你要加油哦!!

kimiheng said...

大学是酱的。。我也很想逃避这一切。。超压力~~全部都要快快做完,快快考试~~突然间,很想念中学轻松的时候

瑞祥 said...

如果连大学的压力都克服不来,那就不必出社会了!part time job is different than whole life's job...

Arcadianic said...

是时候
让我们习惯一些不曾面对的不习惯
让我们适应一些未曾尝试的不适应
加油,朋友!
请相信自己不是脆弱的
虽然我们大伙儿的肩膀无法让你依靠
但希望我们的友谊可以让你感受到一点温暖

KkEnG家庆 said...

just evening our medical student when to old folk's home to hv a visit,after looking at them...i m get touched..1 word i get to learn frm them..."appreciate"...so..appreciate to what u have right now..n try to be adapt ur university life lor..as for me..u r not a weak girl,u can do it..impposible is nothing..yeah..gambateh!!hahaha...

KkEnG家庆 said...

just evening our medical student when to old folk's home to hv a visit,after looking at them...i m get touched..1 word i get to learn frm them..."appreciate"...so..appreciate to what u have right now..n try to be adapt ur university life lor..as for me..u r not a weak girl,u can do it..impposible is nothing..yeah..gambateh!!hahaha...

KkEnG家庆 said...

just evening our medical student when to old folk's home to hv a visit,after looking at them...i m get touched..1 word i get to learn frm them..."appreciate"...so..appreciate to what u have right now..n try to be adapt ur university life lor..as for me..u r not a weak girl,u can do it..impposible is nothing..yeah..gambateh!!hahaha...

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