Is it me??...

Life seems too bored here. I’m getting sick of this place. I’m not in the mood of reading and revising my subjects. I don’t know what’s the reason. I guess my complaints about my piling assignments and my worthless hours at the cafe waiting for group members is kinda over-rated. My assignments, there's much more to do. I’m so frustrated with them!! Tests and quizzes, there’s much more to go. The day's events completely drained me of all strength~~ Why am I stressing myself out so much?? I don't know. Maybe it's my addiction to drama series and the internet that is draining my interest out of everything else. Hopefully I can revise some chemistry and nutrition in this weekend as I’m lacking behind…I know I am neither the weakest nor the best among us…I’m just an average student who will not be judged or even looked-down..

I don’t know what’s going on with me right now. I’m sick of having friends around. I don’t feel like being with anyone or talking to anyone. I just want to be alone…I’ve become an antisocialist. I put a smile on my face whenever I saw the others are talking crap and having funs, but it makes me feel so damn terrible inside…Why am I feel hardly communicate with people? Am I odd? Is it me? Watever~…I don’t wanna be so quiet like I am now…I miss the old, annoying me… I miss being “crappy”…I was noisy!!! Being the wicked and making stupid noise in class…ngek ngek~~~