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Hey Kota Kinabalu, SABAH!! @ MASUM Dinner

As I mentioned, this is a mission trip.

I’m there for Majlis Anugerah Sukan MASUM 2010.


In case you don’t know, MASUM is Majlis Sukan University Malaysia. So, this is the awards-giving night for all the great athletes from local government universities. Then generally national athletes won the big prizes like the best female athlete of the year, Chai Fong Ying in Wushu is from UPM and the best male athlete of the year, Bryan Nickson in Dive category is from UM. They represent our country to compete with others, win gold medals and make Malaysian proud. They deserve it.

But why am I here? Hahahaha, I also don’t know.

Oh, I am the supporter larr! I’m here to cheer and clap hand as UMT got the best female athlete in kayak and best male athlete in squash =P I am here to eat as well .. kakakaka!~

Menu of the night. The sweet corn soup with shredded chicken and crab meat is super delicious. All the dishes are delicious. I ate a lot until super full and fell asleep before the ceremony end. Haha! So, not much photos I took coz I was sleeeeepiiiiingggg. Zzzzzzz

Mission: Eat, cheer, laugh.

Status: Mission accomplished!

空壳子

写了一篇文，一直存在文件夹里
原来已经一年了

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人们习惯乞讨施舍的同情而让自己好过
最终，还是要靠自己站起来的
我不屑同情
悲伤对我不算什么了不起的事
所以我不随便诉说真正的悲伤
我庆幸每一次我都掩饰得很好，最后好好地站起来了


我觉得自己是一个空壳子
内在空虚，外在冷漠，综合成孤僻，累积成造作
我不想听见，不想看见，不想说话，不想思考
身处在无常的炼狱中，我的勇气开始武装自己，掩饰自己敏感的心灵，继续活下去


生命这么冗长也这么仓促
总是等到在人烟里消失了
才突然能够清晰地想起那些过去
才愿意承认和珍惜他的价值
感叹


看到相似的画面，谈起类似的话题，听到熟悉的音乐，甚至在临睡前的夜深人静
被埋葬的悲伤的情绪一旦被挖掘和碰触
被冰冻的冷漠的眼泪还是会融解而热泪盈眶


有两种眼泪
一种是心碎，一种是幸福


心碎的泪会麻痹，眼泪已经掉下了却没有感觉
直到感受到脸颊的潮湿温热，才知道原来很痛
这种泪，很讽刺，很遗憾


幸福的泪会感动，眼泪已经涌出来，嘴角却是上扬的
你会希望感动的泪继续流，一直感觉幸福
这种泪，很温暖，很珍贵


我默默地流下参杂着心碎和幸福的泪水
擦拭泪水以后，以微笑回应讽刺的怜悯
别再为他流泪了，让他去吧
该放下的，就放下吧

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photo taken by Zhang HuiLyn @ 2010

有时候我会忽然回想起那一张印象深刻的脸
有时候我也会梦见那一张脸
这是怀念吧
总是在那个时候，才发现自己快忘了那一张脸的模样

人去了，楼也空了
继续活着的，用力的呼吸吧

Hey Kota Kinabalu, SABAH!! @ Food

Let’s back to the day after I sent a message to the Almighty Universe.


A staff from sports unit I knew during my past squash coaching clinic gave me a call and asked me to join him to Sabah for a dinner in the weekend.


Whoa!! LOA LOA LOA!!


So I said yes and finished all the assignments before I leave. First time being so motivated to arrange jobs and complete all the works before the others start doing theirs. Hahaha! I even brought notes to study for test.

 Studying in the waiting hall as return flight was delayed. I studied in the plane too. Rajin-sekali!

This is a really special trip.


First, travel with strangers. I don’t know my travel mates except for the squash boy. But we are not friends, just know the face but never say hi. And I actually not really close with the staff. I wonder why he chose me.


Second, I am the only Chinese among 6 of us. Very distinctive~


Third, sport-hater like me is going for a national level sport event. Huh...RIDICULOUS but TRUE!

We checked-in the sports hostel. Lame to the max. Well, I keep reminding myself no complain to foc stuffs. Accept it!!


We have 3 hours for free activities. So we got a van and go explore the city in this short time.

The first place we went is the market and that’s the place we went the most =P


I really love the food.


Left: The Sabah biscuits and snacks, kuih cincin and ball shaped crackers keropok amplang. Crispy gila!!

Right: This is the steamed glutinous sweet potato. Texture like dodol durian but it tastes sour! Guess it’s fermented.

 

This is the closer look of kuih cincin and the ball crackers

The prawns and squids......so large!! See the lobster!!!

I saw this ABC with macaroni. Wow...great combination! Never thought can eat ABC together with macaroni.

Okay, time to back and prepare for the dinner.


-to be continued-

Hey Kota Kinabalu, SABAH!!

Hey! I’m back from a trip.........to SABAH!!!


Yes. I secretly travelled to Kota Kinabalu last weekend, to run away from the hectic life.


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Bluff you one larrr.
I’m not that rich and have the gut to go wild in that way by now.
It was a short mission trip.


I didn’t expect I will go travel in this critical moment when everyone is rushing report, proposal writing, and doing last minutes study for tests. All this came in a sudden.


I only informed several people about this, to cover me for absence and to check my work if any problems occur. I don’t dare to tell the others. I’m sure I will ‘kena shoot teruk-teruk sampai mati macam bee-hive biscuits’ if I announce my trip earlier.


5 years ago, I’ve been to Sabah for almost a week to visit my brother when he was studying at there. That week was awesome, very memorable!!!

I think UMS is the best building to represent Sabah. 

Above is 5 years ago and below is current.

Now I visit this place again. Feel so excited because I heard that Kota Kinabalu has changed a lot into a more advanced city now, I want to see it by own.

As this is a mission trip, I actually didn’t go anywhere as didn’t have much time. Just simply wandering the Kota Kinabalu city.

Sound bored right?

No complain, when all the expenses are fully sponsored!~ Yoohoooo!!! *jump and yeah*

WHOA!!! The Universe did listen to me!


He gives me everything free when my cash flow is seriously run low.
He gives me a place to have a break, relax and refresh my mind.
He gives me 3 days to paint my boring life as much as I could.


All I need to do is pack-n-go-n-eat-n-enjoy.
That’s my mission. And the mission is very well accomplished!!!


I am so lucky. Super lucky. Damn lucky. F**king lucky.


-To be continued-